Flash Giordani - Subconscious lyrics

[Verse 1: Flash Giordani] I'm spazzin', I'm trippin', I'm flippin' like a quarter key Or half a brick, I got your b**h screaming aye I'm feeling like Gucci Mane in the paint I bet I never slip, might sip some syrup, I'm gripping woodgrain Young Flash stays on a b**h brain Young Flash keep his head up throw the pain I promised my rugby I wouldn't stain After my father died I swore for no more losses, only gains I swear to Moses I've been tested and tried Lied, contemplated suicide, and usually end up fried This life ain't for the weak, meek, or you slaughterhouse sheep If you stepped in the shoes of the shepherd I bet you couldn't last a week For real though, my nerves and senses only feel dough I've had a broken heart, and like bones, dog that sh** heals slow, ya know I can't front, sometimes I be stuck in the past Leaving me tense, so usually I just smoke and hope that sh** don't last for Flash [Verse 2: The Holy Karon] The world is so vile, the life of the scum Terrible in this pile, the life in the slums Style isn't to smile, the presence of a ton This eternal exile, ones that never won Lifestyle expunge, by the gun, but there's no refund Just a family stun, a body numb, and a choir sung, we never won No manipulation of tribulation Annihilation due to descendant insistence for vaccination Beastful claims, stain of flames, could have said the same Rusty chains, mental chains Physical, mental, still the same They look at my pigment, and claim that I'm i'gnant Struggle can't rid it, i'gnant wish it For that bliss sh**, ya' feel it Through the conscious it feel so monstrous I pop an E, demons free, sobriety Watch the demons morph in me Envy those halo, inhale my lows, then watch it flow Only time this broke n***a see O's over his nose Woah Holy