Fiyablasta - No Matter What lyrics

Verse 1: No when I think about my past And what has brought me down this path I remember tears and laughs Friends and family and enemies I've had Many of times I've devalued my self worth Picked on by cousins and teammates that wouldn't help first Some just kids being kids, no harm done But others being bullies while claiming they aren't one The rest came from me, a triangle, trying angles To fit in every square and circle I came through If I could get paid for it, they'd call me Chamillionaire They like me, but I blend in too well; it's like I'm filling here No racial, but like a token no words needed just extra Only on stage with a mic is when I stepped up But was that all I was good for? I battled inside Then God, mom & dad got me to put that aside Chorus: I ain't dead. I ain't done I ain't scared. I ain't run But still I stand no matter what, people Here I am no matter what. Remember I ain't break. I ain't fold They hate more. Yeah I know Here I go no matter what, baby Here I go no matter what Verse 2: But that don't stop the struggle, I still have my problems Sometimes I feel like the solute instead of the solvent Maintaining the resolution to be part of the solution Is harder when thought pollution becomes all consuming Are you making the right choice? Listening to the right voice? Who are you letting down? Will this end with a frown? Do you put enough effort into making you happy? Can this decision lead you to a life that is crappy? Sorry for lack of gimmicks. It's simply because while in it Everything's complicated; to add to that makes you grimace Deep thoughts you run from cause you see them as roadblocks Escaping through entertainment to return to your Obstacles untouched until you make the move To quit making excuses and begin to push through Hard work to do, but allow someone to help you And the support will get you to say what I do Chorus