Five Times August - Up To Me lyrics

You wanna feel loose You wanna see how I'm abused, I see You wanna get faded You never wanna concentrate on me I'm too much of an angel I'm too much of a saint though I can't be I'm too much of a reject you don't expect much from I wanna feel safe I wanna feel like I'm not hated too I wanna get closer I wanna feel the most I get from you I'm too much of a rebound I'm too much on the ground though you can't be Your always getting higher You don't desire me So what have I got to prove And what have I got to lose When your not worth fighting for And why am I feeling down While your out messing around and you're Not worth begging for Just wanted to stop by Just wanted to see you One last time Just wanted to say bye Just wanted to get you off my mind Just wanted to fit in But then I saw you with him So what have I got to prove And what have I got to lose When your not worth fighting for And why am I feeling down While your out messing around and you're Not worth begging for It's up to me, it's up to me And I'm still falling It's up to me, it's up to me And I'm still calling It's up to me It's up to me It's up to me and I'm still hoping It's up to me for you to hold me It's up to me to let you go It's up to me But for all you know I'm already gone So what have I got to prove And what have I got to lose When your not worth fighting for And why am I feeling down While your out messing around and you're Not worth begging for It's up to me It's up to me And I'm still falling It's up to me It's up to me And I'm still calling