FishyRap - Slipping lyrics

{verse 1: fishyrap} I slipped up and i smashed again 'cus she slipped up and she asked again My girl found out, now she spiraling Wondering why she ended up with me of all men Me, i'm feeling like i'm standing at the dragons den Could the world just swallow me So we can start again Can my demons please let me be Girl you know you my best friend If truth is to be told I deserved the way you scolded me But i can't handle rejection Screamed at you to let me be You shouldn't have to handle deception So i'm trya be a better me But i keep spiraling down, down, down I keep on slipping up, up, up I know you had enough, nough, nough Sorry i keep slipping up, up, up {verse 2: fishyrap} Can you see me standing heart in hand Regret seems to be my only brand But could you make this time our final stand 'cus this time it'll be better Yeah, that sounded false in my ears too But for you, girl, the things i'll do Yeah, i'll keep it true That girl? i don't even know who I don't even know how I slipped up and i smashed again 'cus she slipped up and she asked again Though i tried to be a better man I fail every time she comes around So i told her to not come around This ocean of lies, feels like i'll drown And i try digging myself up But i keep spiraling down, down, down I keep on slipping up, up, up I know you had enough, nough, nough Sorry i keep slipping up, up, up {chorus: - 3mars -} I've been slipping up like i don't know me Demons in the night, all i wanna do is sleep Girl you should know that you're special to me I keep slipping up and you're feeling lonely I've been slipping up like i don't know me Demons in the night, all i wanna do is sleep Girl you should know that you're special to me I keep slipping up and you're feeling lonely {verse 3: - 3mars -} I'm lost without you, ain't a doubt that i'll be missing you I'm slipping up and feeling down in a bipolar mood I wanna call you, but i know you're tone is sorta rude I'm really faded what i'm saying is all fu*king true It's like my inner bees so can't see what a mess i be I try to change my way so baby don't you cry for me Can't see without you, i'm so lost inside my fantasy I'm slipping too much, my heart is so cold it's like i'm on the ring I keep slipping up, up, up Usually don't give a fu*k I know i hurt you too much My only goal is to make up I keep slipping up, up, up Usually don't give a fu*k I know i hurt you too much My only goal is to make up {bridge: - 3mars -} But i keep slipping But i keep slipping up I keep slipping up {chorus: - 3mars -} I've been slipping up like i don't know me Demons in the night, all i wanna do is sleep Girl you should know that you're special to me I keep slipping up and you're feeling lonely I've been slipping up like i don't know me Demons in the night, all i wanna do is sleep Girl you should know that you're special to me I keep slipping up and you're feeling lonely