I'm waiting to see if I can live without her. One thing I know is that I'll never be the same If I lose out again. I'm sick every morning, you're in my head. We should go back to soph*more year, At least we could try it again. You gave me a heart attack and I was only 18. I never knew you had so much to hide. When I look back on this I feel like there's something that we both missed. We should go back to soph*more year, At least we could try it again. What she said was, "I'll leave the door open", But what she meant was, "I'll never let you in."