First To Leave - Past The Red Line lyrics

I'll get my hands out of my pockets, Tear the curtains from my eyes, Then I'll empty out the sockets And I'll bury you inside. Because I need to find a way out Of this hole that I've been in. It's deep enough to burn me up And cold enough to take my life. I've been waiting for some friends To give me up or turn me in. I know they're good for it. If I give another hour To this sinking effigy, Then I fear my life would sour And the memories would eat at me. I've been dreaming you're still here, But I would hate to let you near my life again. Will this ever end? I'd hate to let you in. Will this ever end? I have to ...