still too far from me, only now in real life guess i've never been this free, it's time to realize when you left your life collection, was it planned for me to see? and i took the first moment just to not let it be and i blame, i blame it all on me there was something in that mind, something vanished and gone and i just couldn't follow what was going on when i tore apart your picture it was just 'cause it was old but i put it all together just like i was told i never pictured that about you, my home is no more immune you brought me my enemy just like i told you not to and nothing in the world can wash it clean and i don't want to be able to see how that could have been headacher painful, heartbreaker beautiful so i turn out all the lights and i sleep with open eyes