Fireside - Smokerboy lyrics

Situation died, hopelessness arrived Was it just a game you played, to see if you could manage Pushed me into something, that I could not reach you And I'm too scared to try If only you could tell me, that you couldn't stand me Then I would keep to my part of the world But memories won't leave me and I really think you care Picked up the phone and tried to hear you through the open line But I forgot your number and you never knew mine Looking for something to believe in, but nothing really matter anymore but love A distant happiness all gone in helplessness Have I lived it all Is there something more