Firescape - Wasted lyrics

I think I'm better off without this, I think I'm better off when I can't see your face, and taking your place It's been an hour since you left me, Just 60 minutes now and I am sure I'm fine, just watching the time I'm so wasted, I have pasted my heart on my sleeve I'm so wasted, still I can taste this more than you believe I feel like shaking all the time now, I feel like I have missed my time to shine, no trust me I'm fine The distance in me makes this easy, But why do I feel like my life is pa**ing me by, and I never tried If your quiet now around me, Your heart will hear a gentle scream from me, I think I'm diseased