Fingers-Cut, Megamachine - Avenues lyrics

I got a letter in the mail It was from your parents When I started reading I started tearing I don't live far When can I make an appearance Some loneliness spawns crazy thinking So much to lose with all that feeling I was a man I don't know why Couldn't stop him What could anyone say I've tried all the avenues I've gotta dull my mind What could anyone say I've tried all the avenues I've gotta dull my mind Now I'm hoping That you will never need again Who was that singing while we were walking When you were the one who was holding on to me Well I won't say that I won't bite It'd be silly now to try What could anyone say I've tried all the avenues I've gotta dull my mind What could anyone say I tried all the avenues I've gotta dull my mind Now I'm hoping That you will need again And I'm hoping, yeah, I'm hoping That you will never need but change a little long