Fil Eisler - k**ing Me lyrics

I don't mind the abuse It fills in time when I'm not much use But it's k**ing me, k**ing me slowly They all say I'm too restless But words cut deep when you're defenceless And they're k**ing me, kiling me slowly There was a time when we were fine And I could tolerate you I do believe that you should leave 'Cause I've grown to hate you Should I be weak and turn my cheek 'Cause I'm scared to fall But I just don't know you And you don't know me at all I've been told that love's a celebration But I've lost faith through frustration And it's k**ing me, but k**ing me slowly You paint my picture black The joke's on me and I don't wanna laugh Remember the good times Won't you bring them back someday, somehow I don't mind feeling blue If I could smile just like you do And it's k**ing me, k**ing me slowly I can't go on alone Pretending nothing's wrong Maybe I just want to belong Someday, somehow, somehow