Fifi Rong - Since when lyrics

I remember you used to wake up kissed me and smiled Like it was a blessing I happened to be in your life One day out of blue i saw the coldness in your eyes You say nothing's changed without having looked at me twice Night after night you made me believe your arms were home You said you are right here you ain't going no where Violently, silently I thought you should do no harm Suddenly mindfully you changed your plan boy tell me since when I hate to say your beauty's been a drug to my mind The slightest change on your face could set me on fire After all i still want the things that I can not have So i fell in the same trap i had always realised Night after night u made me believe your arms were home am You said you are right here you ain't going no where Violently, silently I thought you should do no harm Suddenly mindfully you changed your plan boy tell me since when Our differences are growing a wall between our kinds And it stopped us to look through to the other side We have no more love to make this compromise So i turn to myself and see what's going wrong inside I see my blurry distant hopes I see my swinging solitude Confine myself in a righteous role Fret alone i wanted to k** I wasted all my summer clothes Since i stopped being a muse Facing what i fear the most In you there's no more to accuse Violently, silently I thought you should do no harm Suddenly mindfully you changed your plan boy tell me since when x3