Fictional - Dorian Gray lyrics

I was born and protected well Never had to worry Lived the life of a richman's song Devoid of distress and sorrow But all of this was wishful thinking This life looked so well to me The perfect picture of myself Forever never growing old Dorian Gray is one of my names All of my stories are written down I have learned to play the games And sometimes I am the clown Dorian Gray is one of my names All my stories have been told I have learned to play the games And I'm never growing old I had to lock my dreams away Rhe self-sadistic imagery Rhe more I ran, The more I lost my sense of dignity Every day was worse than the last But still my life went on In the end God left me with no choice I had to take the gun Dorian Gray is one of my names All of my stories are written down I have learned to play the games And sometimes I am the clown Dorian Gray is one of my names All my stories have been told I have learned to play the games And I'm never growing old A life so fun of tragedies A world full of disaster I will never, never be free The wheel is turning faste