Fiascoo - Julie Archer lyrics

If you counted how many people actually care and love us You can have numerous sisters, loads of brothers, unlimited friends, previous lovers, dozens of cousins But you only get one mother My mum had two baby daddies Thats excess baggage Still, she had a dream that, one day you could still get married In the meantime, knowing, her self esteem was damaged I said i'd take her to the Lake District's but then surprised her with Paris And that was a little appreciation for all that she's done Cus' for 15 years, she struggled to cope and manage 15 years, I used to ask were dad is She was scared to tell me cus' they broke her thumb at my uncle Garry's On her 49th birthday, took her out to Vermilion Her dad just died, so we talked about where we gon' bury him He left some money behind, for my mum an Jilian And 7 days after that, her uncle died from Middleton Jesus, you couldn't even write this sh** Chances, two brothers dying in the same week Like one to a million Me stressed out [?] I was there for 2 days and got a call from my aunty Jilian Phone dropped to the floor I didn't want to hear any more Sun, sea and sand, didn't want to be here anymore It was only the previous night, that I said to my father in law, I dont know what grieving feels like, no one died on me before Close your eyes, Im gonna re-picture the scene 29th of February, 2016 My mum gets a knock on door, 'round about 9:15 She opens it up to her brother, and he asks how have you been And then he walks in, my sisters up stairs in the bath He sits down in the living room and starts a casual chat 10 minutes goes by, my mums probably smoking a f*g Suddenly he whips out a petrol bomb from the bag on his back He sets it alight Then throws at the floor It explodes with a bang As he heads for the door My mums trapped in the fire, as it spreads up the wall Spreads to the ceiling, over the chairs and out in the hall My sister hears loud screaming, she jumps out of the bath Out of the bedroom window, naked, onto the gra** My mums on fire, she makes it to the garden path The dog is upstairs barking he can't get out cus' he's trapped A helicopter comes to the school to airlift my mum My emergency flight home was taking 3 days to come The police, put out a manhunt cus' he goes on the run Its national news, Daily Mail, Mirror even the Sun Its Thursday the 3rd, when I came off the plane My mum died that night, we never spoken again If you can hear me now, I just wanted to say I love you mum, hope to see you again some day