Fiancé - Reluctant lyrics

[Verse 1] I made my light go out There's nothing left to feel It all ran out And I don't really want you to wait Run from me when I'm in this state So cauterize a wound that doesn't bleed Just to feel that warmth against me [Verse 2] And I don't really want you to wait Run from me when I'm in this state Call it what you will I won't say a thing You know I never liked pretending [Chorus] Given up to fall into my bed Surrounding words I could have said I don't really want to make a vow Reluctant You know I've always been reluctant [Verse 3] But I don't really want that to change Broken down and stuck in my ways Call it what you will, I won't say a thing Throughout the room I hear a breeze [Chorus] [Verse 4] Redundant I maybe too, just be redundant It doesn't have to mean a thing It doesn't ever have to grow Every night I stare at my neighbor's house I wonder if they're even on the floor just standing still Sometimes I need the most, but we won't talk about So I'll stand close to you so that we'll never have to walk