Fenestra - Future Past lyrics

In Courney Love's prettiest days she looked a little like you In Courtney Love's shinniest days she looked a little like you And what a pleasure would it be to have you as target ofconspiracy theories 'bout k**ing me Although my suicide was an undeniable truth before it even happened In our so many happiest days I thought of telling you That my so vey few happiest days Were spent with you And what a pleasure would it be to have you as target of conspiracy theories 'bout k**ing me Cause by my side there was only you But if I ever felt alive in life, again It happened with you In the only days Things were right I wouldn't say anything Cause Im not used to right days I'd ruin everything I'd ruin everything I'd ruin everything I'd ruin everything And I did