[Verse 1] I should be over this and I shouldn't miss you It shouldn't hurt so bad, I shouldn't have to Tell myself I'm so much better without you Have sleepless nights 'cause I can't forget you [Pre-Chorus] I keep saying you weren't good for me I keep saying you weren't meant to be I'mma turn away and never look back Act like I never met you, but I just can't [Chorus] I can't keep lying to myself I can't keep lying to myself Why do I keep lying to myself? Lying to myself [Verse 2] Pretend that I don't love you 'cause I got someone new See he could treat me so good, but he got nothing on you I act like you are nothing, but you know you're everything Try to convince myself that I'm okay whithout you [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] Acting all tough when I know I really ain't Trying to give you up when I know I really can't Lying to myself, I'm just trying to numb the pain Trying to numb the pain, trying to numb the pain Acting all tough when I know I really ain't Trying to give you up when I know I really can't Lying to myself, I'm just trying to numb the pain Trying to numb the pain, trying to numb the pain [Outro] Lying to myself I can't keep lying to myself (Trying to give you up when I know I really can't) Lying to myself I been lying to myself I'm just trying to numb the pain