Feared - Needle Effect lyrics

Tired of everything Story of my life keeps repeating A lot to deal with but I don't have the urge Bringing me down I lost control and I can't handle it This condition won't change, until I shoot it up It's how I deal with it I'm feeling empty My bones are weak It spreads through my body My problems fade away In control Fighting my demons On my own You can't see me as I'm dissolving As the dark fills my veins I'm stronger now Taking on the world Invincible Nothing can hurt me I'm in control and I'm unstoppable Just for a minute I feel vigorous And with time it's creeping back Lessened bliss Depressing senses And chaos returns I need one more shot please give it to me I promise this will be the last time For me