Feared - Invidia lyrics

I've been at it for far too long Why does it happen to him Seems like every time He's spitting it in my face Why, can't I be a part of that Share that wealth I'm by far more worthy More than him All my life I've been last Second choice Never acknowledged Cold hearted world Why is it Always him That is getting Recognition This needs to end This jealousy Testing me This invidia Making me ashamed I want to be in his shoes At least for one day Maybe it's worth a shot To replace him with me Can it be That I have Seized control Over this situation Bloody hands Grabbed his neck Squeezed it hard Feeling a calm sensation Silent gasp for air