FayKeysz - Voyage Log 2015 lyrics

[Intro] [Verse]: This sh** went from a mixtape to an album Deeped how hard I worked and so I had to change the outcome And this sh** is still free All in hopes I'd have them say they feel me And have them say I made them feel some type of way The type of way that makes you stick around another day No giving up just pull the trump card out like parley Close to the edge but my perception states I'm far away Saved by the bell that only I could ring I'm the f**ing champ so where the f**s my f**ing ring? And where the f**s the people saying that they had my back They held me back I had to drop them like a bunch of stacks on stripper bu*ts Ain't throwing ones, just tantrums Lost my mind like its phantom Searching for a cause 'Cause they left me out to dry like I was washed up Well I'm washing up I stay super clean My lyrics hot and my flow is mean Damn And just in under 2 years I've seen more than I have ever seen Learnt more than I have ever learnt It seems that everyone around me's only goal's to get turnt So I turn them down while they're turning up And I simply just don't give a f** As the days go by I hate my self more and more and I don't even know why I'm gonna make you all hear me regardless I learnt a lot from James which means that I stay hitting the target Because EcksMarksTheShot won't let those memories fade When I was 12 or 13 tryna make me a name And not a single f** was given Now just look where I have driven Stuck in the position Desperate for a transition Man I give up I've got red eyes I wanted blue eyes cause I duel guys And I always win I've got an iris thing Greek God's and Egyptian kings People don't get me or maybe I don't get people But either way its frustrating cause I don't see them as equals I don't expect this to be the album of the year I just sit and hope and wait that its an album that you'll hear Lost my best friends One my girlfriend The other was the one I thought we'd make it to the end Man I got boards named after b**hes When I skate I feel them stitches All the girls that meant a thing to me Have somehow made the king in me Don't want this sh** I really do not want this sh** But every night I go to bed my dreams begin to haunt me sh** Wasn't the cream of the crop But saw the bigger picture I used to dream of the top Then made this life my fixture Went from surviving to living oh my I wasn't kidding I just turned the tables on life Now look at who's been winning Mum doesn't even really know I rap I want b**hes in pictures let's roll the snaps I want fame and money and all of that Ain't me talking i'm just f**ing off the cap Got drunk for the first time Let's hope I haven't changed But f**ed it if I have then let's just hope it's for the better days So won't you hug me for a minute? Won't you take the pain away? And f** me like you really meant it Swear I miss all of those days Here's a Moment of silence for all the trials I have triumphed ... There's only so many girls that I can save There's only so many girls that I can plague There's only so many times that I can spit a f**ing rhyme about a girl who always put me on the recline I changed your life, I swear to god I saved your life I swear to God I'm going off And Imma do it for the night Do it till its f**ing right I just flip the page The past won't ever change Still need those better days My mental won't ever be the same So miss me with that bullsh** I be on some new sh** f** you and your problems I stay on my cool sh** Problem solver on me And I might just catch a body Cause my brain works like a Tommy When I itch you'll all be sorry Went from winning to losing maybe I'll win again Lost a bunch of peeps in my life I had to k** a friend And he we go again Reg has lost it all but when I find myself I swear to god I'll seek you out and make amends Even if it meant making you cry For one last time To make your smile last a life time... [Outro]