Fatt Happy Tony - Tri-polar lyrics

[Verse 1: Fatt Happy Tony] Usually, my ego says, ‘f** that b**h Then leave that b**h' I can't believe that sh** Detox then relapse, quick Cause she will only hurt you Make you question everything you love Get rid of all that trust Hit the streets and run with thugs You will never be enough That's why we turn to all these d** And replay, every cliché Till adolescents think they want to be me f** what she say Just know there ain't a soul that can defeat me Or start a career Live life by your fears Adhere to propaganda till your dreams all disappear And at the end you'll swallow all them tears Knowing that you played the safe route Love is for kids, that sh** is played out Don't burn bright n***a, just fade out Erase the taste of faith and thank your lucky stars the day you're laid out [Verse 2: Fatt Happy Tony] My heart says, Love's the sh** You should discover it Uncover the flutter of bu*terfly wings in your stomach Realize why great minds stop short of the summit ‘For the f** of it, literally' Shut up brain, just cause you bigger than me Doesn't mean you shouldn't listen to the pictures I'm envisioning Quit fiddling with all that riddling Realize there's a world outside your sh**ty dreams And maybe it's not as dark and depressing as it really seems You feeling me? You begin to see? All this crisis is just a loss of identity I depend on you, and you depend on me C'mon mind recognize that I am not your enemy and get real with me [Verse 3: Fatt Happy Tony] Hey there, it's Mr Wonderful Still never gave a f** for you So plunge into, this world of doom That one night women stumble through Can you see past the darkness? All this crying artist bleeding heart sh** Thinning out the target market Cause I've been lied to so many times By so many dimes It seems like a sign For me to stop trying All the talk that you're supplying Is the sh** I ain't buying Gone and stocked up Not they with my feelings, f**ing locked up Lost with all the meaning as I sit here steaming Repeating sequences of all the times that you deceived me And leave me, alone in my room Crying and clutching a noose Like what's the use? Nobody will even talk to me Not that I'd die cause of you First tried twelve years in my youth I just can't stop now these dark thoughts have got to me