Fatt Happy Tony - Apathy lyrics

[Verse 1: Fatt Happy Tony] It seems nobody even f**ing matters now We live in shattered towns And I think everyone's deceiving me When I'm walking down the street don't shout Cause I'll just look to ground And wonder what I'm missing on TV I haven't slept in weeks, what the f** is hygiene? They say the future's bright, but that ain't what my third eye seeing It's frightening Facing strikes of lightning Society indicted me, that's when I got blinded by her high beams Then she tied me, to the rod, fed me to the storm I said that's alright, anything to keep my insides warm They've been torn and deformed And court was adjourned Before you ever even heard my f**ing side of the story So f** you as I build my high rise to glory Like Raiden, raining blue lines on all who tried to ignore me Keep your invites It's too late to escape my deadly pen strikes My words travel farther than you could throughout ten nights They tend to slaughter the ardor of greedy men like A tiger's teeth clamping in and then breaking the skin, bite Through your throat, as you choke, on your own liquids But I'm slicker, like a snake, words are venom, spreading sickness I'm vicious with malicious words dripping from nervous system Envisioning a schism from our missions of indecision [Verse 2: Fatt Happy Tony] Yellow crust covers my eyelids But I don't even mind it Now I can't see these advertisements Like buy this! Motherf**er try this We've got four out of five doctors to prescribe this Paid off them and then the FDA scientists Gotta make demands before they can supply us sh** Crack the whip snaps, sneak attack Foreclosed on my home, now I'm lucky if I know where my sneakers at f**ed if I don't get my job running pizzas back Stuck with this girl, and really I don't need all that But she has my kid, and he need a dad So I struggle and they live Get in trouble and they b**h As I get stepped on by my god management and f**ing pigs Man this ain't no way to live With company that's saltier than a bag of potato chips There's only one thing I have left to say and it's I hate this [Verse 3: Fatt Happy Tony] It seems nobody even f**ing matters now We live in shattered towns And I think everyone's deceiving me When I'm walking down the street don't shout Cause I'll just look to ground And wonder what I'm missing on TV Now I keep on writing like a Nascar track backwards Filling lanes with master factors To contain these mainstream rappers ba*tard packed up, but emptied out the sack first Table top's green, now pull the black curtains That's working, catch ya lurking Get ya neck twisted, red liquid squirting Nah, I'm just playing, I'm a pacifist Which means I'm living like a masochist Don't really get along with average kids They tell me how sad it is But I don't listen It's the pain that makes me pa**ionate You can have my cash and sh** Leave me with empty cabinets I'm only adamant about playing the devil's advocate