Father Focus Confucius - I Can't Take It lyrics

[Coal Cash] Been spitting since I'm twelve, rhyming for twenty years This histories been written through blood, sweat and tears Physically I'm different, the distance never change Walk myself in circles, but lit eternal flames Internal pain, will I ever gain the credit Will I get it to set it , nah forget it I'll never get it But I'll bet it's embedded, so indebted to my genetics So I said it prophetic, too poetic for your aesthetics This is telekinetic yell for medics not dianetics Where epidemics, eugenics epic residual You can call me Coal, got the soul of the invisible The pinnacle of f**ing myself to keep it real I'm glad I never sold out on you to make a deal But it's true I feel, it's hard to heal from this depression It's been a long time since I tossed um up a lesson Blessing the session, no question from adolescence Repping the essence, spit the influential presence Repping the penance as the sense breaks pentameter A half of a bar over to show Coals not an amateur A whole lot of stamina the soul of a damager The polar parameter is colder than Canada Amateurs should never attempt to implement The heaven sent, better lament for the sacred One day this sh**'ll change, how much longer can I take it "I can't take it, I've waited long enough.." [Father Focus Confucius] Behold the Wendigo, I lost my mother, wondered where did Wendy go I lost my mind, I let my mental go but I remember yo I tried to end the show, they sent the crows, don't need ascending ropes Present the world is special, never ending flow will let it glow As time and place that I been before I'm ready to get up my ?? up sh**'s creek with no peddle, peep my attempts to row The questions pose the answers I've been waiting for, I may never know The chemical imbalance and ?? I used to ?? for How long I been waiting and the sick with the living is waking Since the ?? car free lunches, I ain't been giving a ticket I hadn't been giving a minute to kick it and I've been driven the sickness I've been living in the world but I ain't been giving a sip of the liquid This is the rebuilding, three villains be k**ing Each willing to refill the streets with our speech spilling Deep drilling stop deep pilling for the cheap thrilling Now the times they are a changing like B. Dillon The free fallen is a free filling, Lord willing We should be award winning, support a war with um More than a warlord force over scorn rhythm Leaving our victims on floors feeling like Thor hit um Send um to morticians looking like an act of God For acting fraud or tryna stall the progress of my savage squad I'm pulling these rappers cards for jacking hard and faking Cuz for now our crowns and castles are the only thing I'm taking "I can't take it, I've waited long enough.." [Tabs] My time has come so I step to the stage All these so called veterans are at the end of their days It's been a long time coming, I've ?? a rage Since '91 the first time I put my pen to the page As the pendulum swings I stay the course and pay the cost Can't afford an off-day, I lost while you're dazing off As the weight of my thoughts anchors me to rock-bottom I still strive for the top, I'll never stop, you got problems But it s**s waiting, I don't have enough patience It's frustrating, that's why I'm dutch blazing They'll never get the best of me, destiny's my destination There was many times I planned to hand in my resignation But lo and behold I was shown the light After years of slaying crews and paying dues and open mics Ahead of my time designed, heads were not ready While you were still in diapers I was k**ing cyphers at Rock Steady But it's hard being proud of these little events When I say three's a crowd I mean it in a literal sense We hurt and strain Tryna earn the fame til we lit a wild fire to burn the game in eternal flame We always condemn men that pimp fallacies We came a long way but kept that base mental mentality I can't conceal it, the feeling is strong as f** I just can't take it, I've waited long enough...so "I can't take it, I've long enough.."