Farhantasy - Home... lyrics

I found you in a palindrome Of thoughts I dreamt in silent words Home is a lonely place of no disgrace The only place I don't need to run from (home) Are we chasing dreams Or running from the fears that wake us up? I was waking up from a dream that Hurt me harder than all those empty tears (home) Home it beckons me to let go I can't relate my sorrows for yours Stuck on a canopy I'd rather see the rain Than let the sunlight blind me Why do I always come back To the places that never change I don't know what I lack But things have ceased to be strange My illusions are failing me They're withering prophecies Perhaps the happy place is not for me They're only stuff of fantasy... There was a little kid in a bubble Who was crushed under a rubble But he put up with his struggles Because the bubble was home... There was a pilgrim in a costume Oh it cost her a fortune But it helped hide her wounds That she picked up home Sick of living life in his mind A boy ran away this time But there was no place he'd find What he found at home Facing all these things that scare you Hoping someday you'll learn to care too All you've seen might be all you've known Do you trust yourself to see you've grown.. ...outside of home? Who we once were isn't who we have to be Isn't it strange to see Our hopes and dreams In a palm tree, on a side street Hear our souls Cry through a tambourine I wanna believe this isn't the end But where do we go from here my friend? You say that love is all we got Well, we live to love and love to hate a lot Don't wanna go back home (home) - is it love that wakes you up? Just wanna go back to myself - left love far away... Don't wanna go back home (home) - but you never had enough... Just wanna go back to myself - there's love inside of you Don't wanna go back home (home) - go back home Just wanna go back to myself - love waits at home Don't wanna go back home (home) - go back home Just wanna go back to myself - love waits at home...