Farewell Flight - Scarecrow lyrics

Cry me down from these roof beans Cause I've been swinging like a scarecrow And I've been living in a bad dream Forgive my name Forgive my sins And never ditch them in the stair well Remember getting high in Brooklyn How can I breathe at night? How did they know it was the end? When I heard you crying on the back porch And I heard you marrying your boyfriend You feel like heaven and hell It's sometimes nothing at all But it's only me ,I met my happiness When you're not in my thoughts Remember when you were mine? And I was 20 you were 19 And we were mappin' on a new life Should I've married you today? Have you forgotten my name? And so you burried up all the lips You kissed It's my decision to fall in the scene