False Ego - SINKING lyrics

[Verse 1] No double cups, i'm sipping coffee Zero sh** to do, i'm becoming sloppy Working at McDonalds, think you popping Getting new traits like i'm out here shopping Mixing codeine with wine, get me new brains Intoxicated but still ain't insane In the vibe, flowing steady, no pain But those might be the paink**ers frying my brain Those might be the screams in the back of the train But i'm living steady, i really can't complain Sixteen and woke as f** everyday Sixteen and popping champagne Six teens crossing the street They'll be going their separate ways in a heartbeat Friendships end and homies have separate thoughts, they are offbeat Everything ends when that clock of life hits 18 Or maybe i'm just stumbling and that won't happen Maybe i'm just rambling cause i'm rapping Haven't released a song in a while, ain't trapping [Verse 2] Feeling powerful, the whole world by my feet But should i buy into the fake, separate from real Should i record the song or go and cancel the deal The devil will be real mad if i repeal Testing one drug at a time, to see with what i want to OD Ain't feeling pain, call me a paink**er Getting thriller day by day, way realer Sloppy walk, that codeine talk Hit the wall, write your goals with chalk I don't know what I'll await in life Time's like sand - it's gone quick and memories are hard to find But I'm used to my parents, I'm used to my girl and the wind I use it to feel whenever I can, I use it as tint We want to live in the moment but it's harder than we think Cause we always think of physical stuff like choosing a sink We always sink when we choose to think Because there's not yet a feeling for that tingly feel [Hook] I wish I could write in feelings accumulated in every drop of ink I wish every raindrop could make a sound that's close to what I think What I wish for is internal peace that would bring A little more knowledge of the world that's within