If I had a whole heart that was pure That could not see the hatred Who would I be? If my life meant something, had a purpose a reasoning I know who Id be Someone strong who could crush All your lies, all the power you hold I would show you my real strength Then youd know, who I am, who Ill be And where I stand, and if its worth it to be with me When I know where I stand, who will I be And if I hold out my hand would you turn on me As I lie in this bed, my heart is dead, and I cant find the answers To these questions in my head Slow to think, fast to speak, and Ill pay the price for my conceit And lack of self control. Whos to blame Only me. This heresy that mercilessly pins me Oh I am my own victim. Hung to dry, left to die I look to the sky but cant find what I seek there. Who have I become My fight within is a cold one