1, 2! [Verse 1] I just want to fill you all with such dread Let you s** it out, let you s** it out 'til I'm dry and dead Now I've got love flowin' in my nightmare girl Caffeine cold, caffeine cold and I can't see sh** [Hook] Don't breathe life into a monster then Complain when he destroys it all again Don't breathe life into a monster then Complain when he destroys it all again [Verse 2] Now I smell like cigarettes cause I love to breathe your smoke I smell like alcohol cause I drink to believe in more I have 3 drinks before I even start to count I think I'm gonna move way down south [Hook] [Outro] I'm not a monster Just really f**ed up I'm tired I'll see you in hell Are you judging me? Don't laugh at me Don't laugh at me No seriously don't laugh at me It's not funny I'm not joking It's not funny I'm not laughing