I dried my eyes, now I crust them with sleep I'll crust them over She begged me "don't hate me" She spun me a story Where winning looks like losing And I win every time So thread spools sweetie, get ready Until my silk is sold Growing up [Repeat: x2 Yeah, I'll myself a new [Repeat: x1] I've dried my eyes, now its "Rushmore" I'm deep with futures like Chicago Glenview never meant a thing to me She never meant a thing to me Except for putting idealists in a body bag Forget it I'll go out tonight to piss on her doorstep And listen to the misfits "where eagles dare" to swallow whole Up Growing up [Repeat: x1] Go Whoa-oh-oh, I guess I'm my own better half [Repeat: x1] Whoa, oh,I guess I'm on my own Yeah, yeah,I guess I'm on my own Yeah,I guess I'm on my own Yeah, yeah, yeah I guess I'm on my own