Faet - Wasted On Goodbye lyrics

Intro: If i could just be honest with myself for a minute It's been so long since I've lost so many people And i still haven't come to terms with the fact That they're gone and i still haven't actually said Goodbye and I've had all this time to (Verse: One) I wanna be the best even though my heart is stressed And never look back on everything that i regret But yet what is left inside of my chest I write and I'm blessed I lie in my debt - I wish i could pay back everything y'all done But I'd have to be alive as long as our sun At the end of it all when it's all said and done I just hope that i was a great son - That's all i really wanna be known for and no more Even though my body is aching and so sore I wanna keep moving and doing and go forth And push pa**ed the boundaries I'm bound to and flow more - I'm so bored with life now-a-days I might find a way despite the dangerous fate To make it in this game one way or another You do what it takes, I've learned from my brother (Hook) I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Wondering why i got all this hate inside Contemplate my life while I'm looking at this nine I've spent so much time just to cry and say goodbye - I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Bye. Watch me waste it on goodbye Watch me waste it on goodbye (Verse: Two) There's not a lot of people in the world you can trust Cause we all fade away from dirt, into the dust Deception is of the world is now a sho'- must & We're blinded from the pain our hearts have been crushed - But we keep on moving and keep pushing on Even though we're torn apart we got to stay strong It's been so long since i sincerely smiled And i wanna go back even just for a while - Back when GG's was the place to be And i would go over there so faithfully It's like I'm too busy to take some free time And give her a call and say i love you with all - Of my heart I'm falling apart I'm still in the dark and my friends They dart from all the trouble that Comes with me inside i know I'm so ugly (Hook) I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Wondering why i got all this hate inside Contemplate my life while I'm looking at this nine I've spent so much time just to cry and say goodbye - I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Bye. Watch me waste it on goodbye Watch me waste it on goodbye (Verse: Three) Sometimes i wonder if everything is worth it Over here contemplating, what is my purpose? Cause as of lately I'm starting to feel worthless Sitting down, lying and saying that it is perfect - Unspoken emotions are eating me alive I wanna spit out but everything is inside I wonder what it would be like if i just happened to die I think it'd be better than always wondering "why?" - Even though u never see it, every day i cry It's always inside my mind just it and i A horrible combination Faet is just a guy With his feet on the ground and his eyes in the sky - A life long struggle that never seems to end All i got is my family i have zero friends But i never needed them, just me through thick and thin And this is finally it, It's time to sink or swim (Hook) I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Wondering why i got all this hate inside Contemplate my life while I'm looking at this nine I've spent so much time just to cry and say goodbye - I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye I've got all this time, watch me waste it on goodbye Bye. Watch me waste it on goodbye Watch me waste it on goodbye (Outro) Sometimes i wonder if they're listening or not and sometimes i like to think they are I miss y'all i love you as well, goodbye