Facing The Plastic - Already Dead lyrics

Already Dead Is there something wrong with me Is this something new that I could improve ( I could improve) Is there some way that I could explain What happens inside of my brain Did I bring this on to myself (to myself) It not okay Whatever you say Cause I bring the silence home with me But its off my chest And I don't need to regress Cause I feel the silence k**ing me I wanna feel like somebody loves me I wanna feel like I've made someone proud I wanna know why I cant explain I cant explain what's eatin' my brain Did I bring this on to myself I might be obsessed and think that nobody cares Its what nobody said, but then I think that I'm dead