Face Down - Broken Song lyrics

Desires to live in the past To start all over again When nobody knows and nobody cares And no one is to blame A short distance from Heaven Even though I know it's not the same I think I must be crazy now Cause I have yet to go insane Can I ever let myself smile again Or will I only wind up feeling pain The ticking of the clock on the wall The only sound that remains It sounds like it's a time bomb Set to go off in my brain I got a broken mind, here's my broken song Why can't I make this damn thing work right How come I feel like nothing's ever right Why am I the one who's always wrong Do you really want to win this fight Or do you want to just beat me down Why do I in the morning even bother To open my eyes I guess my will is instinct strong Why do I lose everything I want When just to get it I had to wait so long I'm all screwed up inside It's getting hard to make things clear I don't know what the hell is wrong with me