I'm sick of this record already let's wreck all the preconceived notions we bring to we check all the baggage or better yet burn it and start all over again let's start with your life as you know it way back in our mothers room ?like notebooks we had no idea of all the choke bags and meat hooks waiting out in the world once september in boston i lost the will to live i was just like an astronaut cut from the ship and floating and waiting to die i was sick of my ordinary life i was so sick of ordinary life i was sick of this ordinary life The human mind gets sick real easy The human mind gets way f**ing sick of beauty and i know and its happened to me again and again again and again you've gotta make it new you've gotta keep it new to keep it true and you're allowed to do anything you gotta do Just cos you're sick of your ordinary life doesn't mean you should bottle up and die cos you may completely but stay alive