Ez [EZTHENINJAKID] - On my own lyrics

[verse:eztheninjakid] If i died id be ur guardian angel Man Im to underground sh** Imma Put em to shame n i been there too Got cuffed by da feds twice homie Leave it at how i hate how i cherish u more when u gone was friends wit everybody n everybody knew that n thru time it got worst started to show i was the odd one Damn. So much for bein who i was i only kept it honest didn't recognize my real intention Tryna find a way n make it in this life i live its like daily mission but creatin sh** is makin problems Contradiction tho u hatas can't be seein me distracted by the bullsh** Sumtin u be givin me. How can i lie if im believin in a better place das sumtin to become Steady movin right wit every step. Im still a pot head I miss my b**h n im not like those other guys notice i called that hoe a b**h it was a lesson that was learned n i had it i can't say sh** See u when i see ya past a blunt n let me smoke it so alone But noone gives a f** so i dare to say it I hope u make it i see clear that it reflected i write words thas meant to touch the soul Just hear it closely picture comfort from the situation steps cautious n steady watch the world It hurts to witness pain to learn what makes u happy Im barely thinkin so its deeper than the deepest ocean Pay attention f*gget.f** ya drug abusing Im pretty dude slappin hoes when necessary f** yo b**h f** my b**h cuz she boppin i ain't talkin bout my chick cuz if there was shed have to be the trillest Im like illy idgaf when ridin solo Get dat dolo. Get dat dolo weed n p**y b**h queens but im higher than these ratcets.lord misunderstood. Swaggin wit a mindset Talkin real n f** love when the head is fried N She give me hot head friday b**hes party daily b**h im carson daily Catch a fade throwin blades ninja talkin like a spade .dis a bomb grenade