Extreme - Am I Ever Gonna Change? (Live) lyrics

I'm tired of being me And I don't like what I see (I'm not who I appear to be) So I start off every day Down on my knees I will pray (for a change in any way) But as the day goes by I live through another lie if it's any wonder why! Am I ever gonna change? If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change? Will I always stay the same? If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change? I'm the only one to blame When I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight that's gone on too long Please tell me if it's true Am I too old to start anew? (cause that's what I want to do) But time and time again Ahen I think I can (I fall short in the end) So why do I even try Will it matter when I die Can anyone hear my cry? Am I ever Gonna change? Will I always stay the same? If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change? I'm the only one to blame When I think I'm right, I wind up wrong It's a futile fight that's gone on too long (SOLO) Am I ever gonna change? Will I always stay the same If I say one thing then I do the other It's the same old song that goes on forever Am I ever gonna change? I'm the only one to blame When I think I'm right I wind up wrong It's a f**ing fight that's gone on too long Am I ever gonna change? Take it day by day My will is weak and my flesh too strong This peace I seek till thy kingdom comes