Expy - Side Effects of Rapid Adolescence lyrics

Feels like im fallin in an endless abyss Wreckin the kids but settlin for devilish tricks From b**hes who don't even try and bother to piss To put me out of the fire that i self-inflected You show me a mistress, ill show you a seducer She only follows losers for pot and f**in brewskers You're gettin played, kid, im tellin you You will feel the wrath of f**in hell if you settle, too I can't even pinpoint what annoyance has put me in this appointment To get my f**in brain checked and my heart broiled Im guess im just spoiled with all the sh** that i oil over So i get higher then the mars rover And have my life fall into ashes as i watch it And cop a f**in bud light and contemplate offin it Waiting to get back stabbed to have a reason To f** you up verbally or physically for treason f** a hook, you expecting me to give a sh**? I guess you're new here, nice to meet you, im ignorant Simple enough premise to grasp Im a f**in a**hole who treats you like crap Boundaries? i got none Friends? yeah i got some But at this rate im going ill be lonely 'fore the sun gone Tune into fox news where the cops lose And see my family at gunpoint till f**in noon I feel fine when high or with friends But i get alone and feel the walls closing in I think feel my heart stopping with continuation But my family tells me i need to quit complaining So im taking this keyboard behind me And bashing myself in the f**in skull until it blinds me I keep saying "why me?" ....i guess you can see why im not lively