Exile - O Heaven lyrics

O, Heaven How could I forget you? Rose to the occasion one day Plucking petals Stole something precious Should've been the way I left you But no matter what's changed Sustain Be the best you The rest grew restless as cousin's sleep Wanted peace but the search wasn't deep I invest in my week To see a brighter Monday morn', but Woke up on Tuesday in the same uniform And through it all I try not to do you wrong As I have in the past Rapping other love songs But it's kinda hard Building lust when your trust gone Money was the object of affect- They ain't want John Should've gone with my first love Maybe moved out to Vigo and wrote books in cursive Learned a little French and do the film I've been tryna make And translate the feeling I was feeling at my modern-day Took a break with the wiz Gave the rhymes a break Busted hard enough to make the condom break No seeds, no sticks, no stems Old gems found crumbled by the bubble-goose and Timbs I can hear the hymns And the choirs from the pews where Mom sat listening to Sunday's blues In the scuffed penny loafs that I stuffed a nickel into All-white Easter suit that won't fit you Sent through Heaven to Hell to sell dreams of Places once dwelled But I fell for the green stuff Swore I could fly back and say hi again But my money was no good I needed time to spend Brought me back to my youth when I was grinding with no loot Book full of rhymes with the gold tooth With the scripture engraved Over a picture of the days When I dreamt of being richer Liquor pours From the picture to the gla** house Built for looking to remember the soul once 'membered: gone Gotta find it in her And we happily concur Ever after One blur Marry matching, one word: love Found crumpled in notebooks you never saw Belittled thoughts and yada-yada Drama side, my Traumatized by, um Falling off in the water Which was softer than the ground-level Found holding soul of daisies without petals How special Oh heaven, how could I forget you My dedication to the muses [Outro] Love, love, my love Heaven, heaven above All that it once was Stars lost and found us Time, time goes by Smiles, smiles that cry Love, love, my love Heaven, heaven above All that it once was Smiles kisses and hugs Child misses that drug (?) Love, love, my love