Exhibitors - Freight Train lyrics

I have seen this light before But you stood in my way Save me from this path that I once led That I once f**ing led I was sinking trying to stay afloat But it was just too hard I kept trying and trying but yet I'm drowning In my sleep and yet I'm drowning in my sleep and well It seems I can't afford to see pa** all the consequences of words I never meant to say, or all the actions I wish I never had to take Now its all gone Its all on me I feel the guilt Now I'm sinking once again Faster than before Its on my shoulders, burden Its tearing me apart I want to rid of things to what it was before I can say that I'm the one to blame And now I guess its true that things are not the same Its like we never saw eye to eye If only you could take a moment And understand how I truly felt inside The sun has set The wait has come For the dawn to rise For the dawn to f**ing rise As darkness cast upon us, we are blinded to see the great things that we had Right beneath our f**ing noses Granted, my mind is weak And everything I tried to hold in place Has fallen apart unless I've come to learn that maybe I'm not ready for what life has in store for me The sun has set The wait has come For the dawn to rise For the dawn to f**ing rise Like a freight train It crashes hard to the back of my head