Exhibitors - Oath lyrics

See, the thing is When I said I loved you I meant it I always have and I always will I can't bear to watch you leave This f**ing pain is tearing me apart Is this the way we planned to go out? The way this was all meant to be? You never even said goodbye Have I forgotten how to swim? Because I find myself drowning in my dreams I'm struggling to breathe And I just find it hard to see This regret weighs me down Like an anchor to a sinking ship It feels so much heavier now Than everything already is Just one more time, teach me how to love again Just one more time, put your arms around me again Before you fade off as a memory Bitter sweet and cold Sleep was something of the past My eyes could never lock shut With you screaming in my head Telling me to let you go But I can't, I'm bonded by an oath And I know I speak for us both So tell me how do I go to sleep again When even with sleep, I have nothing to gain I'll always hold this grudge upon myself Being so blind and morally inclined The only regret I have in this life And maybe next one in time All I could do now, is to hold you up high and proud With your hands wrapped around his body And your heart, stuck in the love we found