Exalt - Judas Wolf lyrics

Am I the Judas Wolf Or just lined up for the slaughter? Will the pain teach forgiveness Or will I be a martyr? Dissolve Eradicate Destroy Excommunicate Let my body know pain Yet keep my mind from decay As life is a garden In cold I will wither, in frost I will wilt Ancestry is a cavity In healing I will fracture, in suffering breeds health A still born birth into abundance Escape the lap of bliss A rush of blood leaves my fingers With what I leave I cannot grasp Am I the Judas Wolf