Evil Pimp - Black Cloudz lyrics

[Verse 1: GHOSTEMANE] Whatever you're thinking You better not say It might be the last You better be cool when I make no pa** I'm fighting the demons that live in my past They all coming back and I'm letting them speak Speaking of me All the unspeakable things I seen in my brain It's hard to be good when you need to maintain a level of thought [?] no time today If I'm doing right or am I doing wrong? [?] get back to the morn' I'm wondering if I'm gonna be anymore [?] I figured if there was a God then he would have shown me the way But I do not care about another soul besides myself anyway And now I'm looking around and all I see is desperation to the level where making fake claims is normal behavior See but I don't fit into the model I was given at birth Sometimes I look into my eyes and see things not of this earth You talk like you in the struggle You thinking that you hot sh** But what you're going through now is what I would do as a jit But now I'm older and trying to see life in a positive light Until the clouds above my head This side is looking too bright [?] the light [Verse 2: Evil Pimp] I carry myself from the bottom Never been to the top I roll the dice when I make it, hoe Every time that I drop Seen a lot of dead presidents but not seen one alive But yet this man at the White House is still controlling my life So I speak clear to my children [?] them in they ear To just believe what you see and disregard what you hear I hope I leave here tomorrow See the world through a bottle That's they idol like [?] but yet I ain't no role model Struggle hard for a dollar Ain't no rapping No eating Many nights stayed up late I'm in the studio sleeping Time to wait for nobody In them houses you buy This life is no DVD There ain't no hitting rewind What age will I be when die? What did my mothers to cry? And all them things that I did Can't look my dad in his eyes [?] was just some petty time wasted But now my new sign is here To give [?] foundation [Hook: GHOSTEMANE] All these black clouds in my life and I just can't get myself out And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned I just sit back and I'm thinking with a bra** monkey on my side I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time All these black clouds in my life and I just can't get myself out And all the times I thought I was doing straight but I drowned I just sit back and I'm thinking with a bra** monkey on my side I would not change a thing even if I can go back in time