Evil Ebenezer - Cold Inside lyrics

Keep to my own i guess. Never been much to impress. Lost it all up forever. And threw it over the ledge Im callin out for you Im callin Im callin Im callin Yo im runnin out of time. Runnin' out of money. Runnin' out my mind cursin' the lord above me No need to look in the mirror to know things were getting ugly; When all the eyes in the room were rumored to wanna cut me Still tryna get myself into the right spot Can't go back to working at the white spot So I'm up late workin' i'm a night hawk I just do this rap sh** or get outlined in white chalk So lets see how it goes 'nother night another show 'nother mountain town driving through the snow Another hangover in the mornin' Wearing the same clothes No matter what im wearin its apparent the pain shows I need my medicine, No tellin what kinda web i'll spin A rebel dancing with the devil i will never settle in So let the barrel spin i'm wearin thin like h**n Shootin off my broken arrows through the air like Errol Flynn [Chorus] Yeah, the gold has turned to stone, watch him slowly die, theres no one to save us, its getting cold inside Not a care in the world, no place i can turn, i got a date with the devil, so just watch me burn Heartbroken into pieces tears of a clown please come back home now theirs fears in the town Comin' up from the sewer, ears to the ground, everywhere that you look, theirs weirdos around I wanted to be something great, take care of the family, but no matter how hard i tried noone could understand me Should be back at my small town workin at the mill, then goin broke out here, tryna work a deal Ebenezer, lost soul, locked away in the asylum at first for being violent but now he's gone silent His scream alone, could never block out the sirens, when the dogs start barkin, and the guards start firin' So i keep drinking, feel less anxiety, socially awkward, lost within society, you'd really be disturbed if you ever saw whats inside of me, so f** sobriety; These songs are my diary [Chorus] The gold has turned to stone, watch him slowly die, theres no one to save us, its getting cold inside Not a care in the world, no place I can turn, I got a date with the devil, so just watch me burn