Everyday Sunday - In The End lyrics

I've done the unspeakable And thought the unimaginable I've hid it to the world And knowing every hour past As grains fall through this hourgla** My guilt inside is stirred And I wonder who I am tonight As I lay here in this bed awake Is it so hard to confront the truth That it's Your heart I am bound to break Everything keeps falling apart But I can't keep doing this in my heart So won't you please be near me Take away my shame Everything keeps falling apart But I can't keep doing this in my heart And in the end you'll see I'll Be here in Your name I can't take emotionally The patience that You've shown to me It cuts me to the heart The times of my embarra**ment Are far too many times I've spent Rewinding to the start I've been living in a cynical lie A symptom of a jaded view But now I've come to realize That nothing good can come apart from You Jesus, You can carry me to become What You want of me I wanna be the faithful child