Everon - In All That Time lyrics

In a silent world I had lived without sight or sound In all that time You know I felt that shame But I put the blame on everyone around In all that time And I had lost all of my power, my faith and my belief In all that time And I had lost those wings that carried me To any place I longed to be In all that time I should have Let you know one thing That what you saw Was just my shadow A picture black and white The colours shining bright Were washed away In that rain still falling down on me Was all that a curse Whatever promised to get better Turned out worse In all that time I lived under that spell I was caught in my own private hell In all that time And I had lost all of my power, my faith and my belief In all that time And I had lost all hope I was clutching at a burning rope Helpless like a child In all that time I should have Let you know one thing That what you saw Was just my shadow A skeleton disguised A soul devitalised A body caught in automation I lay awake that night Wishing you could hold me tight I could as well have been dead I never dared to say the words I should have said I should have known That it won't get better just by waiting Or telling myself That I would try to be a better man And I should have known That I ran away too often Instead of moving on In a silent world I had lived without sight or sound In all that time You felt my distress And I can only guess What you've been through In all that time I should have let you know That I had lost all of my power, my faith and my belief In all that time And I had lost all hope I was clutching at a burning rope Helpless like a child In all that time I should have Let you know one thing That what you saw Was just my shadow A skeleton disguised A soul devitalised A body caught in automation I lay awake that night Wishing you could hold me tight I could as well have been dead I never dared to say the words I should have said I should have known That it won't get better just by waiting Or telling myself That I would try to be a better man And I should have known That I ran away too often Instead of moving on Instead of moving on