Evergrey - December 26th lyrics

I recall when the bright light descends Something takes possession over me I remember when the nightmares began On that cold night of December 26th I don't know what it is but I lost all control Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that They close in my history I don't want to be like This no more you can't see what I mean but you Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen I cross my heart in hope to see What I saw was not a part of me Dig inside yourself and you shall feel But dig to deep and you become like me I hate to see one more get lost like I To those big eyes December Evil words are spoken makes me fear The world that now reigns over me I was strong but now weak and I fall with my tears Can't you please make the demons leave me be I don't know what it is but I lost all control Can't you see I'm condemned by the past that They close in my history I don't want to be like This no more you can't see what I mean but you Would if you saw all the sight that I have seen Please don't let your eyes meet mine I have seen it all before Cause the eyes mirror the soul I hate to see one more get lost like I Those big black eyes December 26 Those big black eyes I hate to see one more get lost like I Those big black eyes December 26 Those big black eyes