Evereve - Pine Oil Heaven lyrics

Sometimes I remember teardrops falling from the sky Like silent screams of famished memories Howling in the night Sometimes I destroy splendour by my own despair I stay awake 'til morning breaks Hopelessly gasping for air Again I recoil - On and on I roam With my back against this blood red soil This is heaven - But I'm not sanctified Pine Oil Heaven Sometimes I'm ashamed of myself, of my own dismay I open my mouth and preach forgiveness but I'm the one to blame Sometimes I take love for granted, room without a view My hand gets lost in glowing darkness, reaching out just for you Again I seek - On and on I roam The blemished roots of my conceit This is heaven - But I'm not sanctified It's my heaven Pine Oil Heaven On and on I roam On and on I seek Sic transit gloria mundi! It's ironic