There's a demon inside of me It is buried in my heart It's a need unsatisfied Right now it is lying in wait Right now it is tearing me apart This addiction to delight When I'm left here all alone When there is nothing to see There is no turning back I feel pity for myself For all my unconscious guilt I reveal my frailty Time heals nothing I'm not afraid I'm not afraid of losing you again I'm neither grateful nor am I giving up to you There's a frown, a perfect reproach That is still imprisoning me In your alabaster walls It's impossible to fly When you clip someone's wings And push him on the ground I'm not afraid of leaving you again I' m really sorry But I never ever needed you Only bad dreams come true They do! My lips move but I hear no sound My legs tremble 'cause I lost the ground The king is dead, long live the king You wouldn't think about rain in spring