Everclear - Sick And Tired lyrics

I break every day stressed out in every kind of way I am sick and tired of being sick and tired All I need and crave is a loud life with the power to fade I am living because I keep it all inside Love won't work for me I want women who are out of my reach All I need for sure is a big love with the power to make more I am living because I keep it all inside I know I'm close to the fall I know I'm dangerous I'm afraid I'm going down I blame my family, their damage is living in me I am sick inside and tired of my life All I need I swear is to go out with the power of a nightmare I am living because I keep it all inside I know I'm close to the fall I know I'm dangerous I know I'm not going down alone