Everclear - Songs From An American Movie, Pt. 2 lyrics

Sometimes I get to a point where I don't give a damn about anything...anymore Sometimes I get to a point where I feel numb and I just don't care Sometimes I feel like I just don't care I sit in my car and listen to the radio I think about the past and it seems so long ago I know the pain is slowly going to fade This life is going to get better (Things are going to be better) I wait until my ex-wife has gone away I walk around the house Getting lost inside the old day I see a picture where everybody's smiling... I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch the world go by I want to get lost and I don't know why Sometimes I want to get lost and I don't know why (Sometimes I want to get lost and dream for a while) Waiting for my little girl Waiting on the school bus We're going to the movies Yeah just the two of us Sit inside the dark and dream for awhile Our life is going to get better (Yeah it's going to be better) I wake up weird in the middle of the night I walk the floor until my mind gets right I think about the past and it makes me want to cry I know... I got to keep it on the inside I want to get lost from my life sometimes Sit on the side and watch the world go by I want to get lost in the dark and dream for awhile Just sit inside a dark room and dream for awhile The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American movie The only thing that ever made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Alive and happy in the summertime I am just like everyone I know I am afraid of things that I don't know I am afraid of ever really being alone I want to find myself a brand new heart I want to find a girl and make a brand new start I want to find a girl and get lost in the dark The only thing that ever makes sense to me Is the words to a song from an American movie The only thing that ever made sense in my life Is the sound of my little girl laughing Through the window of a summer night I sit alone in the backyard Wishing I could be inside Just the sound of my little girl laughing Makes me happy just to be alive Sometimes I am happy just to be alive