Everclear - Complacent lyrics

burn out out of control crash and burn just a matter of time blackout wake up in jail i do not remember what they said i did breakdown out of my mind rage against what they tell me to do grow up and take my pills keep it on the inside i think im better now i am not angry anymore i promise not to break things i promise not to be myself i am better now i promise i will be complacent my wife restraining order she says she is tired of the fall my kids are ashamed of me they say they are tired of it all i need to grow up and walk away clean move down the street and be a man i think im better now i am not angry anymore i promise not to break things i promise not to hurt myself i am better now i promise i will be complacent i dont want to scare you i dont want to be that guy i will try to be complacent i promise i will try i promise i will try i am not angry anymore i am not angry anymore i am not angry anymore i am not angry anymore i am not angry how do you want me to be tell me what you want i was like this when you met me i used to make you smile i used to make you laugh your not laughing anymore i guess its not so funny anymore i am happy now i am not crazy anymore i wont beat up your brother i will be fake and smile i will play nice with others i will keep it all inside as long as no one f**s with me i think im better now i am not angry anymore i promise not to scare you i dont want to be that guy i promise i will be complacent i promise i will try